I’ve hoped for that moment when a light shines down and the angels sing and it all becomes clear. We always want a predictable outcome. Humans hate not knowing. It causes stress. We’re wired that way to survive.
There’s a love hate relationship with Saturn, because for all the toiling, once you achieve your objective, you have mastered a skill, gained the knowledge, become more responsible, created something solid. Saturn truly represents the fruits of our labors.
Was your mind telling you what a waste of time it was and how many things there were to do?
I will use this last manifestation to build on. I’ll stack it with the others, like bricks. This may be a bigger brick, but they all fit together and serve the same purpose.
The more you pay attention and try to decode your dreams, the clearer the dialogue between you and your subconscious. Now, I’ll sometimes awake from a dream and already know what I’m being told. The channel of communication has become clearer over time.