This is my rule of thumb: if you heart is still in it, keep going, even if it makes no sense.
Before, self-care land and Care Bears land was pretty much the same to me. It was softie-land where people listened to themselves way too much and spent their time indulging.
Because there is a going backwards energy, and depending on where in your chart Mercury is up to tricks, people, situations, events from the past can come back around. Former lovers, an opportunity you had passed up, an inspiration you never moved on. It’s ok to start them here, because they aren’t new. They are ‘old business’ requiring a conclusion. Sometimes it’s the universe’s way of making us take a second look.
When I left her apartment and got into my car to drive back to the office my bones began to ache…
I like to call Neptune The Big Blur. It’s the planet associated with dreams states, fantasy, imagination, creativity and intuition. The downside of Neptune is confusion, lack of clarity or not seeing things clearly. It is related to substance-abuse and fleeing reality. Neptune can have us wearing rose-colored glasses.