Your life’s life plan may not be your life plan.
Does enjoying being creative (painting, dancing, playing the piano) automatically signify some talent?
Writing down your goal is the first step and the most important. Everything hinges on it.
Out of all the fears holding us back, fear of being judged, possibly rejected, is one that frightens us most. That’s normal. It’s rooted in our primitive brain, the one running a binary system where the values are live/die.
The subconscious loves a picture. It will strive to make it real.